" Because you are special* to me, and I love you, I gladly give up other peoples in exchange for you; They are trivial by comparison to your weighty significance. " _Isaiah 43:4* (The Voice)

Thursday, October 26, 2006

Drama, Drama, DRAMA!

Yesh it was a dramatized wk alriite.. hahaha.. thank the lord its over! - [breathes out] 
Can't wait for this wkend, we girlies are dressing up! i heart costumes! Hmm, decisions decisions! a nurse outfit is cute.. but i like the playboy bunnies thou - But i ain't going too skanky.. guess sat is the ONLY time that girls can dress up in lingeries and not called a ####, HA.


All i wanna say is that no matter what, the good, the nasty, the down right durtty, the sinful doings, wells not that bad but yeh whatever.. I've always got the big man up there watching me and taking care of me! 

Obviously theres a guilt trip.. the path I'm taking up right now ain't the one that he wants, but one day (which i soon i hope) I will get off that path and get found by him since I'm kinda lost at the moment..

Even when theres a couple of bad situations I'm in right now, or bad crap that creeps up.. all i know is that I've got Him.. His love.. His voice.. His hands - no one can give me that!; G., thanx (=

Saturday, October 14, 2006

Nothing without Him

Having a hectik wk (like this wk) is not very good.. always ends up in endless amount of stress, sleepless nights doing research, parapharsing and not to mention, referencing - [Tear] Its also been an emotionally drained 4days+ for me - [Sigh] When will it end? 


I realise something thou, no matter how hard i try (with my own strength), i can only do so much. but with Him, He strengthens me and that makes me do more than what i expect!


its so true, i have tried to change things by myself. but you cant thou. you just have to LEAVE IT ALL TO HIM. He'll do the rest, REALLY!

Trusting in him is the only way.. just pray in the spirit, God will definitely move the mountain for you, change your situation or the person for you, bless you, protect you, keep you, and most importantly, love you.

Can't believe he would do ALL those, to sinner like me (who disappoints him, use him, does things thats not so pleasing - yesh i know, no condemnation). So why is He ALWAYS good? 
because in Him, we are precious in His eyes no matter what we do!

- deeply loved* -