" Because you are special* to me, and I love you, I gladly give up other peoples in exchange for you; They are trivial by comparison to your weighty significance. " _Isaiah 43:4* (The Voice)

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

He's so good..

thats right, "GOD IS SO GOOD TO ME!" always always! i realise that he's the only reason that i live.. that i breathe.. that i am what i am. 

i thank Him for answering my prayers - for sam and her sch/invovlement in church (thank you), for mum and her wonderful time back in Perth again (thank you) healing mike's tigh (thank you), for touching ben's heart (thank you) and for blessing my dad with his mission work (thank you)! 

my family is so bless'd, highly favoured and deeply love.. and i'm so overwhelmed for them! how God has been impacting in their indivual God driven lifes! though we're apart at the moment, in time we'll be back together agains - i know it!

something symbolic happened to me today - was cleaning my rm, and my earphones wire was CLINGING onto my earrings (where they were hung on my wine glass), and as i moved, of course it broke. somehow i knew i was gonna BREAK IT, and i normally leave it on my bed (which was the right thing to do), but i left it on the table and THAT AIN'T RIGHT!

Here's the message:

CAUTION*** - Be careful and watch out! 
"When you cling on something that ain't right, You gotta BREAK IT!"

"So to handle with care, handle it with GOD (: 

Sunday, September 17, 2006

Normality settling in..

yays, my clock work system has gone back to normal - no more panda eyes, tossing, turning and being ol'zombified -.- good mornin' sunshine - acutally got up and ate some mackers breakie.. haven't done that for yonks!

just came back from PS - saw jon and hady today, and may i add, jon looks amazing in real life! so much better compared to being on tv! no, i wasnt one of those screaming sweaty highsch girlies, who would go all hardcore and would do anything to get their idols attention (nothing wrong with btw). i was just admiring from afar.. - [mesmerized] kris and jean reckons he looks like a beng (in eng: azian gansta?), thats fine with me cos i'm mainly attracted to his voice and talents anyway ^-^

this wk has been same old, just nerding, bumming and lotssa eating outs (gonna have to cut that habit of mine). it seems like everything and everyone around me are changing.. they are just moving ahead and doing their thang. well i'm stuck back herre roaming around by myself. is this what growing up is all about? changes? iknow iknow.. but when i think of any alterations in my life, good or bad, fear just creeps up on me - just scared of the new and the unknown i guess.. - [sigh] everytime these feelings start to develop, i just rmb "i can do EVERYTHING and ANYTHING in Christ who strengtens me!"

enough with the contemplating, and being all afraid of whats gonna happen in the future! the only one that i'm gonna put my upmost concentration and faith on is HIM, the one above, watching me, listening to me, and unconditionally loving me for me! i'd a one on one with Him the other night, and i truly feel His presence roaming around my room as i was crying out to Him. He is truly and ultimately the only one who can dry my tears away.. He's more than my box of tissue paper.. He's my heavenly daddy.. my ALL!*

good things happen to us not because we deserve it, but because he loves us! man, its a tough job for someone to love a sinner like me. words cannot even come forth to explain the adoration.. but the cross can - much love to you JC.

SHOUTOUT: to my girl vicky*
you's must be excitied about LONDON BABY (sorry i always have to add that in, hee hee). i'm so happy and excited for this new journey of yours that your gonna uncover! months and months of planning and talking, and bam, reality hits. you'll be always always in my prayers darls. may the Lord guide you, and protect you, and watch over you in everywhere you go and everything you do. He's our provider so don't worry and just seek His kingdom and everything that you seek (inc things above those) would be added unto you - taken from matt 6:33. 
heart you so much bella - [hugs you tight], and i cant wait to see you again and hear from all the wonderful things, experience, places and people that you have encountered that are gonna be a marvellous blessing to you - and vice versa. happy packing darls and have a safe flight (: take care of your beautiful self alrites? God bless you hone - mwackxxx!
- thinking of you always, miss you and lurp you very muchies*

Tuesday, September 5, 2006

No more sleepless nights..

Yesh, I've been having a wk of sleepless nights - You's should check out my panda eyes (never ONCE have had them before) O.O

This wk has been a rather emotional ride for me.. [big sigh]

The only thing that's bringing me pure joy is when i talk to Him at night (: He's my refuge.. He's my strength.. He's my peace.. and He's my ALL.

Here's something that i got from my daily devotions:

Psalm 127:1-4

(vs 1) “It is vain for you to rise up early; to sit up late, to eat the bread of sorrows…” (In other words, it is pointless to worry and lose sleep because the truth is) “Unless the Lord builds the house, they labour in vain who build it; unless the Lord guards the city, the watchman stays awake in vain.” 

(vs 2) "It is vain for you to rise up early, to sit up late, to eat the bread of sorrows; for so He gives His beloved sleep."

(vs 3) “My beloved child, throw that care, that burden to Me and go to sleep.” 

(vs 4) For when you are sleeping, He is working on your situation. He, who neither slumbers nor sleeps, works the night shift for you as you sleep!

So no more sleepless nights.. tossing and turning.. worrying about the little or big things.. just gonna sleep on it cos i know that while i'm snoozing away.. He's working on it.. not me.. HIM!

Have a bless'sed wk ahead y'all - I know this one is gonna be a full wk of nerding off and seminars during the wkend.. but i know who to depend on and take EVERYTHING with His sholom!

tc&gb ; mwackxxx