am beyond my limit.
this is where one has come to the absolute end of anything really. no matter how hard, or how much of our own "grace" may put out, or how many practices there may be, the limit is still disturbingly there.
and it gets rough. to a point where numbness emotes and the scenes are just a boring replay of a typical ordinary life filled with the usual routines. story of my life one may utter.
so, i don't wanna try anymore. i don't wanna care anymore. i don't wanna please anymore. i don't wanna audition anymore. and, i don't wanna be silent anymore.
it is time to take out the trash, and get rid of every single dust that was hidden under the rug. insecurity and any form of a mask that has been worn to cover up has stayed for far too long. time's up.
and what has been attacked and thought victorious, is what we will be exalted high and above with Him being our Vindicator, our Healer, our Restorer, our Provider, and our Protection through it all, no matter how people may paint a false picture.
i believe that every moment, despite the quietness, Your very hand is working behind the scenes. and whatever we may lack of, You will increase for Your greater glory and anointing for Your people to experience Your very presence everywhere we go.
"if it is not for Your Grace, how can i stand?" (ncc)
for You are indeed holy Lord. here You go, the reigns are now fully Yours. let nothing be of our own will but Yours. You're taking over...
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