I surrender* all.

How come when one part of your life seems to pick up,

The other does your head in?

Funny how life works that way.

Fortunately He reminds us to 'be of good cheer'.

Hard to say when things are unsettled.

It darkens your light of hope and brings you to a point of desperation.

"Why God, why me?"

Pslams 62:8

"Trust in Him at all times; ye people,

Pour out your heart before Him.

God is a refuge for us.

Selah."

I'd  experience a number of events of break downs,

 And this is time I have decided:

"Enough is enough!"

Going to take back the authority, make a stand, refuse to back down

 And have Him as my sole refuge.

Based not on my strength because it will not last, but of His *.

My love, joy and peace shall not be stolen but restored.

Everything that lacks, He meets it and gives us more.

You bring me life, You bring me hope, You're all I need I Lord.

[Moving on]

Beginning to question what your future upholds,

 Is a ride that one should not take.

With blurry vision and assumptions going against what He has promised us,

It brings us to wondering:

"Is this it?" or "Are you sure God?"

We have big dreams;

Ones that seem hard to reach and come by if based on our limited thinking.

Humans as we are, realism and logic is simpler hence easier to trust.

If so, we are definitely putting our faith to waste.

Our ultimate source to all things is Him.

Everything and anything comes from Him and through Him.

Isn't that how the whole earth, universe, milky ways and planets were formed?

Yet we question His orchestrated blessings for us.

Dare I put doubt on our maker and creator?

He is the one with the eagle eye view,

 whilst we only choose what we want to see.

I know what I want.

But do I know what He wants for me?

I surrender all.