Jesus, You can take over now.

Lord I come to You

Let my heart be changed, renewed

Flowing from the grace

That I found in You.

And Lord I've come to know

The weaknesses I see in me

Will be stripped away

By the power of Your love.

Hold me close

Let Your love surround me

Bring me near

Draw me to Your side.

And as I wait

I'll rise up like the eagle

And I will soar with You

Your Spirit leads me on

In the power of Your love.

Lord unveil my eyes

Let me see You face to face

The knowledge of Your love

As You live in me.

Lord renew my mind

As Your will unfolds in my life

In living every day

In the power of Your love.

- The Power of Your Love, Hillsong.

I surrender all.

Jesus, You can take over now.

(Soaring with You, Having You to lead me on In the power of Your love)

Never needed You so much than ever before.

Not for a blessing,

Not for a need,

or Not in a state of helplessness, 

But just to want to know you more. 

To go forth into a deeper relationship that I have never venture in;

A place into the holies of holies. 

Your word is my very desire for my yearning soul.

I want more and more of You Jesus.

So much that I would not be able to comprehend. 

Such love and grace that is indescribable.

That is all mine and I am going to enjoy it all. 

"Who can fathom the depths of Your love?"

All I need is You Lord.

I thirst for You.
I'm hungry for Your presence.
Come and fill me now.


Make me alive in Your word.

Tired of doing it my way.

It seems like everything is going on fast forward mode.
Things that you expect to happen is already put in action.

With that said, I've been tired of doing it my way.
"His ways are higher than our ways.."


Giving him the wheel and enjoying being driven around is bliss.

All we are doing is seating and soaring whilst in a resting position.
 Life is meant to be light and easy; carefree with an utter God-like dependency.



Hence letting him lead us would make things less complicated and more enjoyable.

So why not be the sheep following the shepherd?

"His rod and staff comforts us.."
 #P23

#conviction: YOU.

YOU

are the reason.

More of a journey than a destination.

[Continuation from the previous entry]

Stubborn and rebellious is not a good combo.

Mix it up with a rage of emotions and a not so pretty picture is painted.

Wanting your way and nothing else seems like the way to go.

Why not? It's your life anyways right?

That was what I thought and felt.

Built up inside was just anger and frustration of not knowing what was going on.

Blurry and lost, I tend to become very impatient hence my sudden reaction of giving up.

Maybe the journey that we all long for has already started without us knowing?

We pray for an answer where it was in our face all along.

There is a high chance of us already living our dreams out.

All we need to do, is open our eyes and our hearts to Him.

It is more of the journey than the destination.

Eventually we're going to get there, hence why don't we enjoy the ride?

We struggle to do it His ways as we only see ours.

All it does, is make the journey a difficult one.

Instead of going left, we turn right.

Instead of going front, we go back.

Instead of walking, we run.

Our Savior King knows best.

Follow what the Shepherd is leading you.

He cares for you and have sufficient grace for all that we may experience in great difficulties

This is it.

My mind's made up.

Goodbye Perth.

What is our focus today?

Turn you eyes upon Jesus,
Look full in His wonderful face.
And the things on the earth will go strangely dim,
In the light of His glory and grace.

What is our focus today?

Is it our job that we're at it for so long and been wanting to change?
Is it our bank account that we've been worrying about our next available finances?
Is it our search for a life partner that we've been waiting for?

or, is it our Lord and Savior who is the source to all things good?

We need a light to our darkness.
Possible to our impossible.
Positive to our negative.

And the answer is in Christ alone.

It is God..

His hands,
His power,
His strength,
His wisdom,
His favor,
His love,
His spirit,

and not us.

We cannot,
but He definitely can. 

He makes a way, 
where it seems to be no way.

He calms the storm, 
where the waves are caving.

He does the possible, 
where in our eyes it is impossible.

There is nothing that He cannot do for us. 
All things are possible through Christ Jesus. 

Just as He is,
so are we in this world.

At my darkest hour (Pt. 2)

And He did,
At the cross.

You said:
"It is done."

When will it ever end?
All the fighting, all the hatred, all the vile thoughts?
Especially to the ones who are close to your heart.

Didn't they say, that the people who you love most,
Can also hurt you the most?

But doesn't love conquers all?

The cross prevails, Grace still stands. Undeserved, unmerited and unconditional.

So, can't we do just the same?

At my darkest hour. (Pt. 1)

What I have always endured,

Has been unleashed and exploded in a form that I dread to remember.

Attempt and thoughts of death blinds me.

The taste of it lingers and tempts the body into action.

One that in a right frame of mind would never do.

The thought of sin spreads like wild fire.

My itching flesh draws me in,

But my holy spirit has a better strong hold.

He pulls me back into the light.

All I need now, is Him to help me clean up this massive hole of mess.

Once and for all.

Eyes on You.

Why is it when things are just picking up,
somehow or other it crashes down again? 

Just the thought of it being calm,the hectic mode starts to activate. 
I'm sick of constantly adapting to a new environment and then the next.I'd enough of change, I need stability.

And that's You God. "You're the same yesterday, today and forever."

You're the only one.
"..and the things on earth, will go strangely dimmed.
in the light, of Your glory and grace." 

So I'm turning my eyes on You.

Forever in Our Lives

You are forever in my life,
You see me through the seasons.
- Hillsong: Through It All

God will never leave us,
nor forsakes us.
Every season,
Every year,
Every month,
Every hour,
Every second,
He’s always here.

No matter what we do,
how much we fail,
how much we disappoint,
how many times we make mistakes,
He’s still here.
You see,
He has already given His best to you.

So makes you think,
After all that Jesus has done,
Your Father has abandoned you?

Beloved,
Be (forever) loved.
It is not: He loves me?
He loves me not?
It is love,
without the question (mark).
Jesus loves me,
This I know.
His love has conquered all.

Love in The Shadows

It’s dark,
My spirit is weak.

I can’t see,
Confused and dazed,
With gloomy surroundings.

I can feel the crashing of waves,
As the storm arises.

No longer able to breathe,
Stifling and choking,
Trying to stay afloat.

There is no rest.

The will to go on is diminishing,
Survival seems to be just a dream,
Just a luxury that never comes on by. 

But Jesus,
You’ll never let me go.
Your love I will follow.
Be my light,
And lead me on.

Turning my eyes upon You,
I can walk on water,
and conquer the oceans deep.

You stretched forth your hand,
As I gripped onto a Savior.

Held by Your love,
Your strength like no other,
You carried me and made a way.

There is still hope.

Faithful as You are,
No matter what we do,
Your astronomical grace always encloses on us.

Abandonment is not what you do.
Even when the world seems to crash down upon me,
You always stood here by my side,
Forever with me in the midst of my troubles.

This is love in the shadows.

In the Father’s love

You are faithful.
You are strong.

So hold me now.