What I have always endured,
Has been unleashed and exploded in a form that I dread to remember.
Attempt and thoughts of death blinds me.
The taste of it lingers and tempts the body into action.
One that in a right frame of mind would never do.
The thought of sin spreads like wild fire.
My itching flesh draws me in,
But my holy spirit has a better strong hold.
He pulls me back into the light.
All I need now, is Him to help me clean up this massive hole of mess.
Once and for all.
