to have the least priority to come to fruition first was definitely not on my list for this year as there are plenty more on my plate that i am still trusting G for -- which in the natural is filled with endless impossibilities but yet know that it will somehow fall into its place when Grace is in charge. oh a miracle i need, a miracle i shall definitely have and more. and with the current change, i cannot pinpoint what is it that i am open to, as clearly the differences are extremely vast from all sorts which is surfacing as the day goes on.
have officially dropped all pasts experiences, including my own pride and rules that i have summed up all these years... and being entirely vulnerable with no more cards nor tricks on my deck is strangely effortless. being able to trust someone with your entire life and heart is definitely risky... oh the list is scarily real but yet there is some kind of rest and ease about it.
we are definitely venturing into something that only Grace can shine its light and wisdom on it. it is not just praying but also learning to lean on what the Spirit yearns for us to which is as hard as it is because the flesh is disgusting weak. so here goes to involving every bit of Jesus there is, because we don't want the feel good stuff, but more God stuff that resonates deeply into our heart and souls, and in turn transform us to mirror His likeness.
it's all on You J. it always have been, and always will be. xxx
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