{ Never good with goodbyes / Trust among the change }

never good with goodbyes. am kindda like a late bloomer – though one maybe touched or hurting of any sort, it only stays in there for awhile before it starts to lurk out on the eyes. and, it only happens behind close doors and not for anyone’s eyes but His (who has seen the severity of it all beyond the supply of clinex).

very rarely that a closet emo such as myself would express what is internal to a more external form. does get a tad misleading as men’s determined factor is of the outside as it does take a longer drive to head into one’s heart.

with all the changes going on, the only dependency is His consistency in one’s life. He simply never changes or wavers with His goodness, faithfulness and grace. As a matter a fact, our realization of what He has already supplied is getting clearer each time.

Am thankful for the leaders that He has placed over me throughout the different seasons. One of which is M, who has been the most gracious, patient, kind and encouraging bossman to work with. For one to have the upmost faith even in your weakness or newness to the position, goes to show that faith takes us a long way, and that is the way to success and growth.

Am undeservingly blessed to have learned so much for just this year and a half, much which which one desires to become. If this is just a glimpse of what His grace is also like being full time at the marketplace ministry, and if one has already tasted His goodness, then whatever He has installed in the days to come will be impossibly above and beyond what one’s natural self can even dare to imagine.

Not saying that He always comes in a big bang or fully anointed setting with the spiritual goose bumps going off, but rather, He has shown me what trust is really all about:

To trust Him is His character over our requests,

To trust Him is His goodness over our fears,

To trust Him is His faithfulness over our doubts,

To trust Him is His ability over our weaknesses,

To trust Him is His glory over our confidence,

To trust Him is His grace over our struggles,

And to trust Him is His love over all else.