what an "awesome" day where three people have gone their "wondrous" ways beyond my patience and grace. thank God He does not even come close. seriously, the flesh was about to react and erupt haha, yet the spirit held me back again, and again, and, again.
it is a true story that He definitely has made us His constant dwelling place whether we like it or not.
(lament alert***) don't you just love it when:
1) someone blames you for their own mistakes and acts like a boss while at it? maturity is definitely not one that comes with age or experience.
2) someone goes beyond your personal space on the train and acts like you are in their way? being oblivious is just another form of self-centeredness.
3) someone not telling you where they are going and expects you to know when you're the one in front? assumptions even when obvious makes an ass of oneself.
lamented to mum and soon realized that there is always an ocean of grace for us that we have yet conquer. if we need more than enough grace to handle these lovely wash-pots, than i cannot imagine how much more He would have need for them religious self-righteous creeps.
i asked Him why, and He simply said: "is because I love you, I love you liz."
and that silenced every wrong thought and emotions, just like that. His grace is indeed disproportionate as JP talked about few sundays ago. there is just no balance to it.
we will never stop for a moment without the grace of God in our lives.
for what He has suffered, we now reign in. for what He has lost, we now gain in. for what He has been accused, we're now justified in. for what He has done, we now live in.
one has heard grace, one is indeed transformed by grace. we are simply never the same, because with every encounter, there is a fresh impartation each time.
"Lord, for Your grace is attracted to our weakness, our lack, our sins that You wiped off completely clean, let us continue to allow every bit of it to penetrate our spirit, mind, soul, and body. and have each transformation be of living with a knowing that everything is only by Your grace and none else."
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