Normality settling in..

yays, my clock work system has gone back to normal - no more panda eyes, tossing, turning and being ol'zombified -.- good mornin' sunshine - acutally got up and ate some mackers breakie.. haven't done that for yonks!

just came back from PS - saw jon and hady today, and may i add, jon looks amazing in real life! so much better compared to being on tv! no, i wasnt one of those screaming sweaty highsch girlies, who would go all hardcore and would do anything to get their idols attention (nothing wrong with btw). i was just admiring from afar.. - [mesmerized] kris and jean reckons he looks like a beng (in eng: azian gansta?), thats fine with me cos i'm mainly attracted to his voice and talents anyway ^-^

this wk has been same old, just nerding, bumming and lotssa eating outs (gonna have to cut that habit of mine). it seems like everything and everyone around me are changing.. they are just moving ahead and doing their thang. well i'm stuck back herre roaming around by myself. is this what growing up is all about? changes? iknow iknow.. but when i think of any alterations in my life, good or bad, fear just creeps up on me - just scared of the new and the unknown i guess.. - [sigh] everytime these feelings start to develop, i just rmb "i can do EVERYTHING and ANYTHING in Christ who strengtens me!"

enough with the contemplating, and being all afraid of whats gonna happen in the future! the only one that i'm gonna put my upmost concentration and faith on is HIM, the one above, watching me, listening to me, and unconditionally loving me for me! i'd a one on one with Him the other night, and i truly feel His presence roaming around my room as i was crying out to Him. He is truly and ultimately the only one who can dry my tears away.. He's more than my box of tissue paper.. He's my heavenly daddy.. my ALL!*

good things happen to us not because we deserve it, but because he loves us! man, its a tough job for someone to love a sinner like me. words cannot even come forth to explain the adoration.. but the cross can - much love to you JC.

SHOUTOUT: to my girl vicky*
you's must be excitied about LONDON BABY (sorry i always have to add that in, hee hee). i'm so happy and excited for this new journey of yours that your gonna uncover! months and months of planning and talking, and bam, reality hits. you'll be always always in my prayers darls. may the Lord guide you, and protect you, and watch over you in everywhere you go and everything you do. He's our provider so don't worry and just seek His kingdom and everything that you seek (inc things above those) would be added unto you - taken from matt 6:33. 
heart you so much bella - [hugs you tight], and i cant wait to see you again and hear from all the wonderful things, experience, places and people that you have encountered that are gonna be a marvellous blessing to you - and vice versa. happy packing darls and have a safe flight (: take care of your beautiful self alrites? God bless you hone - mwackxxx!
- thinking of you always, miss you and lurp you very muchies*

No more sleepless nights..

Yesh, I've been having a wk of sleepless nights - You's should check out my panda eyes (never ONCE have had them before) O.O

This wk has been a rather emotional ride for me.. [big sigh]

The only thing that's bringing me pure joy is when i talk to Him at night (: He's my refuge.. He's my strength.. He's my peace.. and He's my ALL.

Here's something that i got from my daily devotions:

Psalm 127:1-4

(vs 1) “It is vain for you to rise up early; to sit up late, to eat the bread of sorrows…” (In other words, it is pointless to worry and lose sleep because the truth is) “Unless the Lord builds the house, they labour in vain who build it; unless the Lord guards the city, the watchman stays awake in vain.” 

(vs 2) "It is vain for you to rise up early, to sit up late, to eat the bread of sorrows; for so He gives His beloved sleep."

(vs 3) “My beloved child, throw that care, that burden to Me and go to sleep.” 

(vs 4) For when you are sleeping, He is working on your situation. He, who neither slumbers nor sleeps, works the night shift for you as you sleep!

So no more sleepless nights.. tossing and turning.. worrying about the little or big things.. just gonna sleep on it cos i know that while i'm snoozing away.. He's working on it.. not me.. HIM!

Have a bless'sed wk ahead y'all - I know this one is gonna be a full wk of nerding off and seminars during the wkend.. but i know who to depend on and take EVERYTHING with His sholom!

tc&gb ; mwackxxx

Unforgtten winter in Perth..

Oh my.. I havent written in here since the beginning of the year! Wells.. I will try and break it down for you's on whats been happening in my life..

March - June

It was just another semester of nerding off and cramming everything into one night - Which i promise myself it would be VERY LAST time that i would do it.. Plus i loathe those panda eyes and zombie modes! Got to know more people in uni and as well as in mng which was great! My marks werent too good (as i was slacking off), But i thank the Lord that he grant me another 3 passes - lurp you D.

July - Perth

Perth hasnt changed much since i left last yr.. 3 main things i missed there..

#1 My Mates

- Who will forever be my friends :)

#2 Sportsgirl

- Yesh, i spent 2hrs and $350 there ; Total retail therapy! (Thanx for your patience mum, sam & vicky!)

#3 The Weather

- I heart winter cos i could be all cuddled up in my knit wear and hot trenches, sippin' hot chocalate!

The more i spent time with people over there.. And catching up with those who i havent seen for yonks.. It made me wanna stay even longer and not leave!

Here's a couple of shoutouts to my dearies back in Perth:

[L-R] Me*, Vicky*,Kristie*,Megan*, Miraim*, Sarah & Tam* - Chillin' @ Tam's!

[L-R] Sarah*, Nerri*, Vicky*, Me* & Tam* - Girls night out @ Oriels!

Vicky* - What can i say, your truly the ultimate *hugsUtight* Have fun in London & I'm extremely happy for you both!

Tamara* - Twas great seeing you in sg & in perth! Thanx for all gatherings with the girls. Enjoy your prince luv!

Nerri* - So happy for ya new experiences in your life like London! I'll miss our random photo taking sessions!

Sarah* - Your photos were so pretty - You know it! Keep growing to become the woman of God like you are!

Megan* - AW ur starting a new chapter in ur life! The engagement party was lovely & have a bless'sed wedding!

Tash* - Pity i didnt get to see you this trip! hope everything's going well for ya - i'll be praying luv!

[L-R] Euph*, Danica*, Lich*, Me* & Bernie - Catchin' up @ Euph's!

[T-B] Ryan*, Euph*, Lich*, Me* & Justin* - Pinic in the City!

Euph* - Huns, i value ur effort of gathering everybody! Thanx 4 the keyboard advice & I'm eyeing for an MO8!

Lich* - I'd an awesome time catching up with u again! I'm grateful that u actually took your time to do so (:

Bernie* - You were so cute calling my aus # & asking me if i was in sg! At least i got to see you in the end!

Danica* - Though we only caught up for abit, Its great to be updated on whats been happening in ur life!

Justin* - Haha.. Uur my amusing non-serious type of mate that i enjoy chilling out with.. See ya in sg my frien!

Ryan* - In the past we didnt have a pretty gd relationship (most i've forgotten) but twas great 2CU again!

[L-R] Me*, Uwink* & Dee* - Just the 3hree of us!

[L-R] Uwink*, Me*, Kyra* & Chilli* - Dinin' @ City Garden!

Uwink* - My pretty friend (& future bridesmaid), I'll tresure all the laughter and joyfullness we've shared!

Dee* - Its a blessing 2CU change and grow so much in Christ! Keep on impacting your church sweets - Especially the kids!

Krya* - My bootyshaking babe.. Coffee was great! Hope you'll find the right man.. And you will! Just you wait honey, just you wait!

Chilli* - It was great to see you girl! I enjoyed singing all them Jay Chou songs with you - Not like your dumbo sister!

Christina* - I know ur handling ur situation well with support from family & mates! We'll catch up with shopping when your in town!

Elma* - Woman, when you screamed my name i was fully stoked! Haha, was great seeing you for abit thou!

[L-R] Me* & Eliza* - Ooo, *Nasty Flashbacks* ; I've got a lot of balls putting up this pic!

[ L-R] Me* & Eliza* - So much better! ; Not really a magnum but more to the side of a 'goldfish pout'!

Eliza* - I'm glad that your impacting your boo boo's life in a spiritual manner.. Keep it up B!

Tim* - Swing dancing & KTV was horrid.. But i still had fun that night! All the best with your woman! (You SO owe me!)

Gracia* - Wasn't the dinner lovely? I'd had an amazing time with you's - hope you did too girlie gal!

Chez* - Wo de pou pei, Gonna miss all those crazaye ass good times with you! [justD2ofus848Ygirl]

Shane* - My jap hobo! Your pros to bum, laugh & hang around with! Nx time,another family feast k? Cya in sg!

Man.. that was a mouth full! Missing you guys heaps over here.. I know i will see some of you's in the future.. Hopefully all of you's (: All the best for uni.. work.. family life.. love life.. and everything you's are doing and experiencing! i heart ALL of you's.

NOW

Life without my mummy and lil' sammy was terrible.. Esp the first wk! you really do get to appreicate their presence in the house and the things that do! Though the family is split up again after a yr.. We're still spitually as one.

Work was diff.. Back to sqare one agains where i had to drag myself.. So since my uni and work shedule was clashing.. I decided to quit. Kindda sad since i've been there for 6mths.. Gonna miss some of them over there! Like Rozita and Angie for their wackyness and talking to the Su and Anifa! Would esp like to thank dolly, angeline and ann for their assistance and guidance! Life without work is kindda weird.. Guess now i would be a full time bummer and nerd!

I've decided to change my views in life.. Just appreicating and loving what God has bless'd with me with.. Esp with the beautiful people around me.. family (who i heart THE most).. uncles and aunties.. mates in perth.. friends in sg.. whether if they are acquaintances or people i normally hang around with. Just gonna quit complaing and start praising him for ALL he's done - I know he loves me! With that in mind.. I'm gonna head back to church (as i've missed the worship and preaching).. Haven't been for a well since i came back!

Have a bless'sed week y'all.. 

Take care and God bless -Mwackxxx!

; thou monday wasnt what i've expected.. 

; i'm gonna praise Him at ALL times!

Hebrews 13:15

Therefore by Him let us continually offer the sacrifice of praise to God, that is, the fruit of our lips, giving thanks to His name.

*lifting my hands and praising the Lord.. for He is good, and His mercy endures forever!*