it has been awhile i took a break without travelling out of the country. usually it will be short getaway or a long haul packed with top go sees. as we are half way through november, it has been quite a ride from april. feeling stretched and heavily unmotivated in some areas, i have learnt to make the best out of everything. extremely hard yet unexpectedly possible.
usually the effort level is not high, but it seems it has gone through the roof this year. it is true when said we will be found in areas that are usually out of our comfort zone. dealing with people takes a whole new level of grace, especially the ones whom you honestly do not want to give it to as they are highly unappreciative and a tad mental.
yes, i am human. and yes, i have limits. but, guess He is expanding them on His own and not mine. and whatever the situation, He is our defender, protector and wisdom. in utter surrender mode now, and flowing wherever He leads me. rest is also very present, and security sets in knowing that He is the only One that can make all things possible and provided for.
thought i would receive this rest last weekend through a word, but honestly, it was worship that caught my hearts strings. His voice was as loud as ever, and indeed one is very expectant in seeing it come alive. and it already has actually. i love God moments such as these as it nullifies every self in our bones and pride in our hearts. He truly has us covered.
as things are progressing, i slowly come to realize His marvel plans from the smallest to the greatest. He never misses a thing. and that i can slowly let go to what is becoming... xxx
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