{ Less is more. }

this week has been a trying one -- was actually down about something a few days ago. both mum and dad had to hear my lamenting. oh bless their ears of grace.

as comforting as they were, sprouting our words of wisdom and advise of being patient, it was overthrown by my mind and eyes being fixed only on the lack than supply, the destination than the journey, and the finished line than the process. yes, these indeed are symptoms of a typical gen-y -- "y not me?" or "y not now?"

all the plans for the future can be overwhelming with all the different scenarios painted in front of you with massive concerns attached to the many hypothetical reasonings. it does not help with the distance of where you intend to be and where you are currently having a huge proximity gap.

than as dad was graceful to send me to service shared something in the car which lifted my spirit. he was sharing about how God multiplied food to feed the 5000 and 7000. as natural as it is, when demand is high, likewise for the supply. but, we serve a supernatural God that does not conform to the standards of the world but the Kingdom.

He actually used less to feed more. dad finished off when this sentence that will definitely mark my journey when i may see the "lack" in any situation, that God uses less resources for greater needs so that men will know that the blessing came only from above. so the smaller the size of our own supply is, the bigger His supply will add onto us.

"do not despise the days of humble beginnings.."