new intimacy with G.

okay, God created everyone uniquely different yeah?

so i wonder what is like being the opposite of myself.

let's see.. quiet, calm, collected, soft, gentle..

all the qualities that mum (and dad of course) would like to have.

or should i just sum it up to one word:

L A D Y L I K E.

or is that two? anyways..

i tend to get just a tad beyond crazy. and loud.

and maybe, embarrassing?

my usual excuse is, i can't help it. truly!

volume wise, it only gets loud or louder.

random and teh-ness unfortunately comes in when i'm comfortable.

and thank God for forgiving and secured mates.

comparing at other girls, i would say, i don't fit in the norm.

if there is a box, or a door, i would be outside and down the road.

(if you know what i'm sayin'.)

and my folks are praying mad hard for someone to be able to handle me.

i told them, it would have to be some big 'butt' [not actual word] miracle.

like when Jesus turned the water into wine that sort of thing.

since i have increased my so called "standards" from an interesting experience. (which i shan't recall haha.)

oh bless forgiving and understanding (and throw in hopeful) "olds" like mine.

and what did God have to say in this?

me: "G., why can't i just be normal unlike crazy or loud?"

G.: "liz, i created you this crazy, this loud, and this is why, i love you."

i was floored by his gentle response.

this is love right here; oh such love, such true love.

one that is unearned, and accepts who you really are; all of you, and nothing less or more.

however, of course, wisdom does come in handy with certain words or phrases that i need to change. **inserts: glory to glory.**

hence why, aren't we all enjoying the progress and rewarding journey of morphing into the P31 G. lovin' W.O.G.* that He has so wonderfully and fearfully created us?

(*Proverbs 31 God Loving Woman of God)

but first, i am liking this new intimacy i am having with my heavenly D.

being embraced, wooed and cherished in His love,

He has definitely captured my heart, all of my heart.

"how awesome is Your L.O.V.E.?" xo