" Because you are special* to me, and I love you, I gladly give up other peoples in exchange for you; They are trivial by comparison to your weighty significance. " _Isaiah 43:4* (The Voice)

Friday, March 10, 2006

'the answer is right in my face'

i was lil' anxious (but my heart is not troubled *placing my hand on my heart*) when i was on oasis to check my results. was just waiting for the miracle marks to appear when only the results from last sem came up: EM300 -C, MC211 -D and PR200 -D. 

then suddenly i realised that "HEY, why am i all worked up? look at what my Lord has blessed me with. results that was far from what i expected or deserved. its was UNMERITED, UNDESERVED FAVOUR! so why wouldn't He do it again?" i was disappointed in myself, for not fully trusting him. just STOP thinking woman! good things happen to me NOT bcos i deserve it, its bos JESUS LOVES ME - and i know that by the way! happy tear~*  

"evertime i go i know your not far away, ur right here " -'right here' by jeremy camp (btw*** he sounds great unplug) and " let not our hearts be troubled nor afraid, God has given us his peace!" - read John 14:7  

*peacefully waiting for pr240 and bs101 results (:*  

Thursday, March 9, 2006

'no mo' break / start uni today'

sigh~* time goes so fast when ure on a break. BOOM and i'm back at uni. called jean -shes on the way. familiar faces started to pop in, ppl i've seen for 2 sems already was weird. convo was normal. i dunno, uni life in Perth compared to here was so much better. i just miss the whole entire environment, MY MATES ): nothing can change the state that i'm at. 

but all i know is this, God loves me. and thats the only thing i care about. the world is fake, but God is all real -he gave his ONLY SON to die on the cross for us, how real can yooh get dude! he thought of us ABOVE ALL - i love yooh abba <33 

so instead of being all pouty and complaning about how crappy uni is, i'm so bless'd to have olds who actually can afford to give me the best education there is. i mean, seeing kids in the villages who craves for books and pens, for an education, for a class room and for a teacher makes me think twice. i'm putting my head up high, and gonna start this term with a BIG BANG. gonna put my bunns in gear -so not slacking off. 


aims of trimester 1A, 2006 ...: MR200 - D: PR250 - D: RD311 - D

*heading out with all smiles~ (:* 

Thursday, January 19, 2006

 xmas and new yrs was off the hook ; its was great spending it with family and close mates! : started my first ever job ; big ups to aunty dolly for helping me out! : been in holiday mode though i got uni ; HEY i got no holz alrite? : had visits from my perth mates ; good memorable times u's have game me (:

*** thank yooh's.. ***: krya for coffee, christina for shopping, rob for carrying our shopping, chez for unforgettable moments ... justD2ofus, jo for laughter, euph, lich and justin for catching up, shane for lil' brother times, liz and vickkeh for lovin' company.much love to you all!


shout out to my Abba:

" Lord, why are you so good to me? you have changed the bad to good, doubts to faith, failures to successes and stress to sholom. thank you in advance for passing both of my exams ; BS101 and PR240. its ur unmerited undeserved favour you have bestowed upon me AGAIN and AGAIN! once more you have came thru for me. you have prosperious plans for me, for my future. in your hands is where i belong, nothing can come against me cos you have shield me from any disaster imaginable or self thought/inflicted." 

" your grace has found me just as i am, empty handed but alive in your hands " -'majesty' by delirious (btw*** their concert in city harvest was off the hook).

what more can i ask for when you fill me with ur wisdom. solomon was droplets, but you said mine is like living water, flowing till it never ends. everything i have ever asked/wished for, you have gave me so much more. thanks for pouring your heart and your UNFAILING LOVE over me.


love, ur beloved daughter~*

; alrite, its 1:09am and i gosta head of to work tmr, and then bible study <33